I suppose if anything, it was more about what we built in the small time we had. I don’t miss him. He was there and now he’s gone and that’s just how things work. I could be bitter that I hide behind a veil of hyper sexuality infused with a overloaded regime of promiscuity..I’m all there.
I like fucking girls. I’m fucking one now and it’s good, it is what it is. My head is so full of things..tiny little things. If I try to kill myself again I might actually do it this time and I’ll linger in my bedroom watching them decide whether or not to change my sheets. I worry about the future and whether or not I’ll make an impact. I worry about the weather and how it affects what I wear.
I think I’m emotionally attached to some films and apparently that’s okay, but I’m worried I might masturbate myself into a coma if I’m not careful. Is that possible? Probably.
I’m finding it harder and harder to take off my jeans and I’m scared I might upset a rapist if I find myself in that unlucky position. I still try to prelong myself when I have sex because I don’t want to have shit sex with absolutely anyone. I can last about an hour on my good days but what use is that when any moment now I might just throw myself off a bridge?
Oops, there it is again. The pulsing and inevitable. great bragging of ME. Me me me. There’s me and me. Of course me and me. Me. All of me. Take all of me. Let me ejaculate inside of you or maybe wear your dead mother’s bones around my neck. Rub my genitals on the ground you walk on till they bleed. That’s love..surely. It’s a new wave. A gospel. I don’t know who it’s according to but it compels complete un cooperation and reworded sexual fantasies. Maybe I want someone to eat me. Maybe I want to eat someone while I jack off to a porno fresh out of ‘86.

Anonymous asked: do you see yourself getting into a relationship anytime soon?

Do I want to? Sure, why not.
Do I think I will? I doubt it.

Anonymous asked: Person you want to have sex with right now?


(Source: nakedcouples)

Anonymous asked: favourite position?;)

Špèèd būmp

Anonymous asked: What would be your ideal girlfriend? Sexual wise? Personality wise? And just in general?

Cute. Likes trying new things in all aspects. Doesn’t hide from photos. Will eat more than just one type of food.

Anonymous asked: Why so long ago? I thought you were a very sexual guy?


Anonymous asked: Last time you had sex or any sexual contact?

A long time ago

Anonymous asked: Sexual fantasy?

Ropes, whips, hot candle wax.

Anonymous asked: Ever dated a boy?


Anonymous asked: Thats sweet but also sad


Anonymous asked: Do you still?

They still have a special place. Whether that is love or not, I do not know.

Anonymous asked: Did you love them?


Anonymous asked: How long was your last relationship?

A few months. The best one yet.